ibarat

ibaratnya


sekarang tuh
lagi tenggelam


teriak
gak ada yang dengar
mau naik
gak ada tenaga lagi
mau nangis
gak ada gunanya
mau pura-pura lupa
sama aja gila
mau gak peduli
sama sekali gak mungkin
mau minta tolong
pada siapa
mau pasrah
ketakutan setengah mati
mau berharap
gak berani lagi


jadi harus apa?
hmm..
asyhadu an-laa ilaaha illallaah

wa asyhadu anna muhammadan rasuulullaah

what she told me

kak nisa pernah bilang,
Allah tidak pernah berjanji bahwa langit selamanya biru
Bung selamanya mekar
Matahari bersinar tanpa hujan
Kesenangan datang tanpa kesedihan
Kedamaian datang tanpa penderitaan
Tetapi Allahberjanji bahwa selalu ada kekuatan datang setiap hari,
Cahaya bagi yang berjalan di jalan-Nya
Kebahagiaan setelah datangnya cobaan,
dan cinta-Nya akan selalu kekal abadi.

creativity

dulu re pikir orang-orang yang jago gambar, jago nyanyi, jago bikin animasi, yah pokoknya segala jago yang berhubungan dengan seni tuh adalah orang yang kreatif. sedangkan orang-orang yang jago fisika atau matematika tidak sekreatif para seniman. tapi itu dulu loh ya. sekarang menurut re para matematikawan ini juga adalah orang yang kreatif. super kreatif malah.
misalnya ada soal " jika suku ke-3 deret geometri adalah akar pangkat 3 dari m dengan m > 0, sedangkan suku ke-8 adalah m, maka suku ke-38 adalah? "

yak, buat re yang nggak seberapa dalam bidang matematika soal di atas itu terlihat seperti sandi-sandi dari planet lain. tapi apa kata pak kaktus (nama samaran) sang guru matematika? itu adalah soal bercanda!
dan setelah beliau mempraktikkan kreativitas beliau dalam mengerjakan soal tersebut. soal yang tadinya terlihat blur di mata re akhirnya bisa diterjemahkan dalam bahasa manusia.
dan masih sangat banyak soal matematika lainnya yang butuh kreativitas tingkat tinggi untuk dikerjakan.


so.. be creative !!


ah, maaf kalau postingan ini random sekali, akhir-akhir ini otak re memang lebih random dari biasanya!

Let's Study Hard!

Well, hello people! How's your life? Mine is kinda busy. The days feel like a blur. I try to study more. Try is the key word, I don't think I succeed. I suppose to study now instead of writing in this blog. See?

Anyway, Have you ever heard that time flies when you're having fun? I think time doesn't only fly when you are having fun, it also flies when you are completely engrossed in your study or when you are focused on each task you are performing. Basically, anything that makes you cognitively busy so you don't have the opportunity to notice the passage of time. That what makes the time feels like it passes quickly.
And i think enough of this unclear entry.
Wish me luck with my study and I wish you a lot of luck in your life.

You Make Me Smile Even Just for A While

hey you,
who makes me smile when i remember your name
who cheers me up when i had a bad day

who can lift my mood when you talked to me
who gives me courage when i need it
who doesn't even know what effect you have on me


hey you,
who is so smart
and funny
and stubborn
and cute


it is you,
who possibly will never read this post,
who doesn't even know the existence of this blog.
but, that doesn't matter
after all, this is just me, having another crush


;D

How does your day Start?

have you ever wake up one morning and suddenly feel sad?

you remember all the things that you don't want to.

and you miss something, someone terribly.

and you realize that yo can't see them.

and all you want to do is cry, hard.

but there are no tears.

and that makes you want to cry even harder.

and you are so sad and confuse.

and you just woke up.

in the morning..

Kost-an and The Mercy of Allah

I have been looking for new 'kost-an' for days. I have looked from the internet, asked my friends, gone to some areas myself, pray to Allah and give 'sedekah'. However, most of 'kost-an' i found didn't meet my requirement or just didn't feel right. Yes, I am very picky about this.Because I think 'kost-an' will be my home, my place, my sanctuary. A place where i can feel save, comfortable and just be myself. So if it doesn't feel right, i will not take it. And for that reason, I almost gave up. Almost. But today, by some miracle (The mercy of Allah) I finally found the one. Yeaaay!
Why was it a miracle? Because it was unexpected. I was at gramedia when I got a message from unknown number said her place have one empty room to be rent. I vaguely remember it was one of the number i got from internet and at that time they didn't have empty room left. She gave me her address and asked me to come around 3 or 4 PM. So, I decided to come and see the place.
It was a long journey, the place is more than an hour away from gramedia. With only my ability inability to read maps and an address, we (my friend and I) lose our way more than once.  Thanks to muha's ability to ask people, we finally got the right direction. And arrived to the place in one piece.
So, The room is not very big, with a single bed, a table and a cupboard.  Oh, and blue walls. It seems okay and I kinda like it. The modest price and wi-fi access also help. LOL. I really hope it is as comfortable as it seems.
So to end this not-so-clear post I just want to say
Alhamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin, I love You, Allah. So much. Thank You.

Aston Band and How They Change My Mind

 I used to think that i didn't like classical music at all. Surely some people might find it soothing and/or helped them to concentrate. But, I found it pretty boring.
However, a couple days ago i googled randomly and stumbled across an interesting site. It displayed some fan-made cover songs.
At first, i didn't pay much attention, because i didn't really like most of the song or haven't heard the original version. But, when i reached the end of the page, I  saw telephone-Lady Gaga covered by aston.
Actually, I didn't really like the song but the time I saw  you tube thumbnail for the cover song, I was intrigued. The thumbnail shows some people who was playing violin, guitar, cello, and percussion. and I thought Wow, Lady Gaga's song in classic? This may be very intersting.
So, I clicked the play button and I wasn't disappointed. I love how they took contemporary hit and re-arrange them into classical form. It was just beautiful. And now, I like telephone covered by aston more than the original version (i'm sorry Ms. Gaga).



I checked their  you tube account and found some more great videos. Here they are.

it's.. easier said than done

i think i should write more
and stop overthinking things,
or, stop overthinking things that not particulary important
and start doing..something..

yang bermanfaat adalah yang dibagikan

~Yang singkat adalah waktu
~Yang menipu adalah dunia
~Yang Dekat adalah kematian
~Yang Besar adalah nafsu
~Yang Berat adalah amanah
~Yang Sulit adalah ikhlas ~Yang mudah adalah berbuat
dosa
~Yang susah itu sabar
~Yang sering lupa adalah
bersyukur
~Yang membakar amal adalah ghibah
~Yang mendorong ke neraka
adalah sombong
~Yang berharga adalah iman
~Yang indah ialah Cinta
~Yang suci ialah Cinta Kepada ALLAH